I was recently in Vancouver for a few months, where I got to spend some wonderful quality time with someone very special to me.
Due to his crazy intense work schedule, he began to reschedule our plans…and then cancel them altogether. This happened quite a few times. Understandably, I felt hurt and sad. You can imagine it: the excitement of seeing him, then the drop into disappointment. It started to affect my state of being—my energetic frequency. I slipped into thoughts of lack…of waiting and hoping. And as you know, that’s a deeply disempowering vibration to be in. I realized I couldn’t remain available for that.
The way I saw it, this was a relationship that was important to him—yet he wasn’t treating it as such. He wasn’t showing up, not following through, not keeping his word.
And since relationships are our most awakening mirrors, I turned inward and asked myself…
Where in my life might I be doing the exact same thing?
Where was I rescheduling or reprioritizing someone (or something) important to me? Where was I dropping the ball with a relationship I say is a priority…but not treating it accordingly?
That’s when I saw it.
I’d been rescheduling my “MoneyHoney” dates!
You might remember earlier this year I shared a channelled message from a conversation with the consciousness of my money. As part of deepening my relationship with the light frequency of money (and in turn, my own power), I’d begun weekly MoneyHoney dates every Monday—an idea inspired by my mentor.
But honestly? I’d been treating them a little like a casual hookup instead of the deep, intimate connection they truly are. I’d move them around carelessly. Sometimes I wouldn’t have them at all. I’d let other people’s agendas, spontaneous catch-ups, or just other life things take priority over my sacred time with my MoneyHoney.
Damn.
How could money and abundance show up for me when I wasn’t truly showing up for them? For me? This is about the frequency of integrity, stability, trust, self-respect—my divine masculine lovingly supporting my divine feminine. Sometimes, it even took courage for me to show up to those dates, because I felt a little afraid of what I would see.
Relationships are our clearest mirrors when we have the courage to really look. To get curious. To ask: What is this reflecting in me? Where might I be doing the same thing? To myself or to another?
One thing I deeply appreciate about myself: I’m always willing to see things differently to expand my awareness. Opening myself up to see through the eyes of Source—the light of higher truth.
How about you?
If something’s upsetting you, or you feel triggered, be gentle with yourself. Get curious. Ask some powerful questions, like the ones above. See what’s being reflected back.
What you see in me is a reflection of you. Our relationships can be incredibly fertile gardens—mirrors of our divinity, our brilliance, and our shadows. There’s no judgement. It’s all valuable. We are here to love ourselves back into wholeness.
Let me know how this lands for you and what you discover.
with love,
JXM
P.S. If you’re wondering…my MoneyHoney dates are now scheduled for one full hour and they often turn into juicy love fests that last the whole afternoon. I look forward to them and never miss them. 😉
MoneyHoney is not a casual hookup. Like my relationship with my truth, it is deep and intimate. 💋✨